Garfield & Tangerine Roses

I assume this post might provoke some people.
If this post provoke you, then just don’t continue read, and do not do any attack after read this post. What I mean is, do not attack anyone at all, directly or indirectly.

This post is dedicated to the one who had made a sweetest dream to me.
You know who you are… If you still got come back here and read my blog…

I really like to thank you for gave me a very sweet dream. I would say, it is the sweetest ones I ever had.
Although the dream is short, but it did brings out all my emotions that I never expect I have.
Yes, a piece of metal block has just been melted like a piece of honey comb. I know, it is crazy.

People is saying that I am living in the illusion. But hey! Sometimes it is great for enjoy the dreams and cherish some of these moments in the dreamland, right? Been living in the reality for too long and fought like a warrior for too long, it is great to take a break to become a poet and enjoy some sentimental moments.
Thank you for giving me such a moment…

To be honest, I am really confuse now…
I don’t know if it is real, or it is just merely a dream that just created for me.
But that is all no longer important, as it has already become part of my memory.

I never felt so emo in my life, but yet, you had made me to have such feeling.
It is sad that you are now treating me like I am not even exist at all.
Perhaps, to you, I am just another passer by who do not have any impact in your life.
But to me, you are another person who changed my life, my attitude, my behavior.
Not much people able to do that, you know?

But anyway, I think it is time for me to wake up from the dream and move on now.
Staying in the dreamland for so long, it is not a something good as well.
At least, I have my wine glass, wines and some oldies, musics to be by my side and accompany to move on…
At least, they never speak a single word no matter how my mood is. Except for oldies, where they sing out the lyrics of my emotion…

It is sad that you do not admit my existence,
But yet, I hope that you will always remember the rhythms to the musics that I’ve sent you, and played for you…
The songs and musics might not mean anything to you anymore, but I do hope that you threat them as part of your memory.


Hope you will remember this is how everything started…
Today, I shall take this song, to mark an end to my emotion…
I hope I can really end my emo from now on…
I hope…

Thank you for the all feelings, I will cherish all the great moments you gave me…
A dream or not, I will still cherish it.

I would also like to say sorry, to those that I’ve hurt during my emo time.
Thanks for being there, when I was at the time of slumber and dreaming…

Cat Sleeping