My Mind Is Blank Now


As you can see recently, there is not much of my post which is shooting people and talk crap like last time.
Even some of the silent readers also suddenly come and message me in facebook and by email, asking me WTF is going on? Why there is no more funny things in this blog anymore. Even some of the people who are following my “Sohai” group in facebook, asked, did the group changed owner? Why no more sohai things in the status updates already?

Recently I had been gone through a lot.
So damn much that I can never imagine.
Financially, emotionally, mentally, etc.
All got disturbance…

A down fall of one of my empire, has greatly affected my emotion.
At this point, I can’t even think of anything in a proper way now.
No pain no gain right?
Maybe, but the pain was too great to be handled.
Too much effort has been put in it and it has now fallen.
So damn suffer now!
And yet, I am still alive and I am trying to do my best, no matter what.
I believe that this empire has not totally fall yet, although it seems like falling…


Someone please tell me, the graph will go up back, and go up higher than before…
Someone please help me to make this graph go up back higher…
I never expect that this graph can actually causing my emotion and mood changed so drastically…
When I just started this empire, I did not expect that It will be so important to me. And now, damn! This empire had become so damn important to me!!!

Woi!!! Wait!!! WTF is going on?
Why the fuck am I writing like a girl already lah woi!!!
Where the fuck is all my confidence gone lar woi!

But anyway, I will still try my best, no matter what.
Although the graph might be fallen to 0, I will still try my best to maintain the empire and slowly make the graph goes up back.
I will not give up on this empire!

By the way, I am sorry to those readers that is expecting some interesting post updates. Pray for me and wish me luck. Maybe soon I might be writing something funny again when my mood had become better…

  • hmmm well everyone of us sure will face this kind of situation in life. 🙂 keep ur confidence with u n sure u can get thru it. 🙂 hope ur mood getting better! =D

  • @Caroline,
    The only way for me to get back my confidence in this case,
    is to see the graph to be at least, maintain, not going down lower anymore.

    Of course, if can see the graph to goes up back slowly, it will be even better.

  • be cool. everything has a cycle. downturn, recovery and then boom. and then back to square one. you just in the down turn.

  • @Isley,
    I hope so lah…

  • Try posting on food. Many love that… LOL!!!

  • i guess it’s not uncommon, life is always full of cycles, up and down and then you resume to your previous status.. i’m sure you are gonna get through things and back to your life again.. all the best bro.. 🙂

  • @STP,
    i thought of that b4…
    but the problem is, the foods will usually go into my tummy 1st, b4 it can even gets into the camera

  • @[SK],
    been up and down a lot times b4….
    but dunno y, this time can causing me so emo…
    maybe have too much expectation on this new empire…

  • good luck in your recovery.

  • @willie,
    thx a lot

  • The sky is blue and the pig can fly~

    There will always be a better tomorrow^^

  • @Kelvin,
    Sky is blue, everyone also know….
    But pig can fly, I only heard b4 only

    anyway, thx bro!

  • I have same problem with you about blogging about food, always only get to capture photo of leftover or a clean oily plate.
    Now in low mode, better avoid food industry. Scare the scale number increase before the graph go up.

  • @Ghostynana,
    sometimes, i even forget that i have to snap those foods picture.
    then eat already only remember wan to snap the pictures.